* * karina * *

2006-04-11T07:42:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching "rumor has it" last night.
Jennifer Aniston starred in that movie, with
Kevin Costner,Shirley Maclaine and Mark Ruffalo.
It's a story about a girl named Sarah Huttinger ( Jennifer
Aniston) , who feels that she isn't part of her family, that she might
be adopted, or whatever. When she finds out that her dearly departed mother
had an affair a week before her parents' wedding, she had an idea, that maybe
the guy that her mother had an affair with might be her father, not knowing tht
not only her mother had an affair with but also her grandmother (Shirley Maclaine).
I suggest you watch it ,so that you could understand. =) (start it form the beginning!)

i'm back!

2006-03-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

It’s been a long time since my last post, when was that a month ago? Lol ( first time I used that.. haha.. lol) so much has happened. Last month (Feb. 10, 2006) I had my first prom.. haha.. (still nabibitin..!? hmph!) I wore a “semi balloon gown”, (tube top, of course.. haha ) w/c was fuchsia ( my fave color!) and light pink, I wore a glittery pink flower instead of a tiara.( haha. Para maiba! ) , some of the members of swipy , including me, meat at leisure coast, (2:00 ng hapon yon!, exited noh!?, joke we were there to get ready, haha!). At exactly 6 pm, clauds, von and me went to the garden( where the prom will be held) as the night went on.. we ate.. we did the “grand entrance” and lighting of candles.. we danced.. and laughed!! (Hahaha!!) and then the moment we all been waiting for, the announcement of our prom king and queen, mr. and ms. Senior, and mr. and ms. Junior.. I was chosen as one of the top 5, for Ms. Junior, but unfortunately I lost, but my cousin won, Yvonne, (hahahaha! Runs in the family! Hahaha.. joke!) . anyway, mr. junior was jan, ms. Senior was ate aicha, mr. senior was kuya allan, and our prom king and queen is kuya Richard and ate allysa.. hahaha .. so saya! But bitin! Hmph!After a week.. some of the members of swipy went to baguio, instead of going to our fieldtrip (ehem! Nagpaalam kami niyan!) ivy, yvonne, claudine, regine, er, cristina and me (still shocked, na pinayagan ako!) went to baguio, for three days and two nights. hahaha! We stayed in ivy’s house, with her mom, dad and sis angel ( so saya kasama!, anak ko nanaman daw! Ilan na kaya anak ko!?) sigh.. I miss it sooo much! (sa three days na anandun kami di nawala and SM sa sched namin.. were gonna go shopping!) we went to SM, burnham park, camp john hay, at session, night market eh!. ( haaaay.. wala na ako money.. =’( ) anyway i miss baguio so0o0o0o much! We also went baguio to SLU.. to meet kuya charlse.. (pahiya kami dun! Lalo na dun sa jeep, taxi nalang sana.. hmph!) hehe.. super saya.. can’t forget the time nung nag lakad kami ni clauds from burnham to SM.. hmph! ka pagod! Anyway after that nagmovie marathon kami sa house, (yon yong time na yinayaya ko sila, pero ako yong nakatulog.. hahaha!) ayun tapos the next day uwi na kami.. huhuhu.. ayun .. suge next time uli!

2006-02-04T07:39:00.000+08:00

like my new layout?? type me a comment. thanks iloveyou! muUah!

2006-01-22T07:09:00.000+08:00

well, exams just ended. i thought that i'd be relief that
i won't have to worry about anything anymore. but
worried as ever! so many problems in my head. i can't
even imagine if i could make it. i don't no what to do.
i know i know, i always have problems. well doesn't everybody?

2006-01-22T06:58:00.000+08:00

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
Cos I'm happy where I am
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
Is that so hard to understand?
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single Right now That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
I like who I am
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
Can't romance on demand
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
I like it this way Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't.

( this is a song, don't take this the wrong way.)

the comeback

2006-01-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since my last post. well so0o0o much has happened. let's there has been ups and downs. many people thinks of me as a traditional "shy mahinhin" type of girl but honestly i'm not. i just don't want other to get hurt because of what i say or what i do. i'm just playing it safe. hehe. well, again i'm very nervous and scared on what might happend this year. hmm.. let's just see! bye for now. *kiss* muUah!

70% OFF SALE!!!!!

2005-09-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

Well.. there’s a big sale in SM Baguio today.
70% off!!! On all items. Mall wide.
I was how you say it in tagalog “bad trip nga eh!”
hehe.. hmmm..
well, on the Brightside
I could review for my exams this Tuesday ,Wednesday , and Thursday. Waaaaah!!! I want to go to the mall!!
Hmmm.. anyway,
I just wish my section’s prob would be fixed by Monday,
because we really need it to be ok,
since our exams are near, our grade depends on it!
, I know, exaggerated, owell,
I don’t know what else to write.
Wahahahaahahaha.
Anyway, you take care! Bye!

what a week!?

2005-09-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

in one week** my section just made school history.
let's just keep it a SECRET. ok??
well** i was really shocked of waht happend,
i never thought it would end up like that.
plus this thing i ahd with a friend of mine,
let's just say i didn't like the ending.
i wish that everything would be ok.
and everyone would just think for a second,
and realize that what had this week was both party's fault...

why??

2005-09-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

why do they make you beleive that they're your friend.
they say that "i'm always here for you"
,but they're really not.
i beleive that a friend accepts you for who you really are,
and not make fun of it.

why do lovers say "i love you, and i will never hurt you??",
but they really do.
why do they say that, when they don't really know what can happen.

hmm.. why??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIA!!!!

2005-09-03T07:13:00.000+08:00

(sorry chia, that's the only picture i have that has you in it.)

happy birthday chia!
were sorry that we can't make it to your birthday today
because kuya ax' and kuya cj's exam is next week
and thay need to review. Have fun on your birthday, we love you!

from: ate karina, kuya gabs, kuya ax and kuya cj **

THANKS!!!

2005-09-02T07:11:00.000+08:00

to those who made a comment for my previous posts, thank you.
i also want to make a comment to your posts
so send me the address of your blogsite,
here's my email krinafdez@yahoo.com.
ok?? i hope to hear from you soon!
take care always! muUah!

umm.. i was wondering if anyone knows
how to add links to your site?? please reply.. thanks!

2005-08-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

what you think??
by ina

2005-08-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

that's me when i was 12. hehe
by ina

2005-08-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

my favorite couple** chad and hillarie**
by ina

2005-08-20T06:53:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! No more exam!!!
After two weeks of preparing for the 1st Qtr.
Final, it finally ended! How I wish i passed.
As usual I Algebra and Chemistry are subjects
that were very hard for me. Well, atleast I tried.
Anyway I just realized I made a mistake,
I regret what I did last year,
if only I could see things more clearly….

I miss my sisters very much!
Waaaah! Uwi na kayo! Hehe..
your lil sis really misses you!!!
Hahaha!!!
Any way that’s all for today! Bye!

2005-08-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

my lil bro** cj
by ina

Go Spectrum!!!

2005-07-31T11:16:00.000+08:00

this tuesday is the Goodwill Games,
that will be held on Tuesday, the 2nd of Aug.
where the MG Spectrum will play against Ednas School.
Go Spectrum Go!!! hahaha!!

me myself and me**

2005-07-30T06:06:00.000+08:00

why does everyone have to tease about how i look or how i talk??

why can't they just accept me for me. this is my life not theirs??

i just want to

be free.

hahaha!!! got you there! just joking.

i jsut want to see how you would react. haha.

i just dont get it why some people cant accept me for me.

haha.

but who cares? it's my life, not theirs!

abOuT me**

2005-07-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

Name: karina fernandez

Nicknames: ina** nana** rina** nanamae** khay**

Loves: her family** swipy** Rutherford o5-06** Linnaeus o4-05** Dalton 03-o4** jr.inc** her besz** her bFf** her buddy** mam lacsina** enlgish club** and former goosians**

Hates: people who are untrue to themselves**

2005-07-24T11:56:00.000+08:00

smile** just smile**
by ina

2005-07-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

nana with her cousins**
by ina

2005-07-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

nana*mae**
by ina

2005-06-25T08:51:00.000+08:00

cute?�
by ina

2005-06-03T07:44:00.000+08:00

freakin' gorgeous!
by ina

2005-06-03T07:40:00.000+08:00

ina vanila**
by ina

2005-06-03T07:34:00.000+08:00

"the question is not what you look at but what you see"
by ina

2005-06-02T06:31:00.000+08:00

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of meI
s what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myselfSeeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the oneBroken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

2005-05-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

"Next To You
I hope I don’t make you mad, with what I’m ‘bout to say boy
Here we are once again, and I’m havin second thoughts boy
I’m not messin with your head, but I changed my mind boy I don’t know why I’m here, the same time I want you near
If you want me to leave, I will understand
See I will just have to respect your wishes boy
Cus if I stay aint no tellin what may happened boy
Although you look so good to me, its best that I leave
I’m scared of bein next to you, cus of what I think I might do
Boy you turn me on right now, I can’t get down like that right now
I don’t want to disturb the flow this is not my
M-O,Hold up, wait a minute, we’re movin way too fast I want some like this here to last
Don’t say no baby, not right now baby, I want you to be my lady, you got me goin’ crazy
Well I guess I’ll stay for a minute, then I have to go boy
This moment is so temptin’, right now it’s not what I want boy
Maybe if we just embrace, with a simple kiss boyBut that'll only make things worse, hope I’m not gettin’ on your nerves boy
I just wanted to be right for the both of usYou don’t have to say a thing to make me comfortableBoy, you make me so weak when you look at meRight now I’m a little confused, I think its best that I refuse
We pose to be playin cards or watching a movie
We keep lockin’ eyes boy,now why you tryin to tease me
This room is gettin heatin’ want you open up a window
I think that I should go now,
cus I can’t take this no more.

2005-05-07T09:20:00.000+08:00

No Ordinary Love
This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
[Chorus:]

cause
This is not your ordinary no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again with your extraordinary love
[Chorus]
I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you're here
before my weary eyes you brought joy to my world set me so free
I want you to understand you are every breath that I breathe
[Chorus]
From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that
I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream cause it feels so good to me

[Chorus x2]

( i love this song so0o0o0o0o0 mucH!!!) ;p

wo0o0o000ho0o0o0o0!!!

2005-05-06T08:28:00.000+08:00

Well, last Friday ma and family went to manila because my dad will attend his cousin’s wedding, but me, my mom, my mommy( my lola, my mom’s mom), my ninong and my brothers went all around manila to check out some malls. The next day we went to a zoo in Rizal called, Avelon, there I saw jaguar who had a titanium tooth, the tour guide said it had no tooth when it arrived there. And then after that we watched a bird show ( 2 eagles, 2 owls and 1 hawk, who wouldn’t stop shouting), the host said that they will let the 2 eagles go and that they could return with the sound of a whistle but unfortunately only one eagle returned, the host said it must be exhausted from the heat. After the 2 hour tour I was glad, because I didn’t have to walk anymore, plus the heat was terrible but it was fun to see some animals I have never seen before. It was too bad my brother CJ didn’t see it, cause my dad said that his nose might bleed because of the heat. Any way it was fun! How I wish I could go back to manila. Hahahahaha!!!

I was reminded

2005-04-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

I was reminded

As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,and the way it teased at me seductively
Your laugh,and the way it tempted me
Your eyes,and the way they seem to hypnotize me
As we sat there silentI was reminded of all the reasons why I love you
Your smile,and the way it brings such life into me
Your laugh,and the way it makes everything okay
Your eyes,and the way them seems to read my thoughts
As we stand here now
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you
Your smile,and the way it confuses me
Your laugh,and the way it seems to mock me
Your eyes,and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

2005-04-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

heyÜ that's me

2005-04-12T18:17:00.001+08:00

Forgive me

To the ends of time I will love you my friend

Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend

An angle to me you were so kind

Raising my sprits with ways I can not find

Over and over the days with you replayed

Loving you so much wished you would have stayedI crossed a line which I know not fit

Now each day I die a little bit

An empty void replaces what I feel

Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal

From the feeling of love I felt for a friend